For some of their films, Disney would film real actors so that the animators could watch them for reference.
I haven’t been okay.
The fact that I don’t do anything with my emotions has gotten me to this point.
I leave loose ends and then have trouble going back into the tangled mess to tie them.
I have yet to reach closure when it comes to Matt. When Josh turned 21 he spoke drunken words to me. “Today is the day I have officially outlived Matt.” I went into my birthday with thay same thought which is why I didn’t want to do anything. Matt didn’t get to celebrate a 21st birthday.
But I went out thanks to my incredible friends, then I became a little bitch when I had too much to drink. Lexus took care of me and I ose her the world for how much she did for me.
Josh moved. It feels like I havent seen him in ages.
I’ve been spending a lot of time alone, which is alright. But I tend to let my mind wander too much at times.
I graduated from Valencia. It was the most stressful semester ever, mostly because of outside stress. I tried hard to make it a fun semester, and I was, but I pushed a lot aside because I tried to have fun.
I’m pushing a lot aside now. I gotta get into UCF. Can’t slack if I want my doctorate.
The simplest things get pushed aside because I don’t want to do shit. Its not ok, man.
I’m afraid of my emotions, which makes me want to numb them out. I’ve been drinking and smoking more often. I dislike it.
I don’t talk to anyone about any of this because I see my friends going through their own stress. Im there for them, and I ignore the fact that they are there for me. I can’t say no to my friends, and it sometimes stresses me.
I want everyone, including myself, to be happy. So let’s get back to being happy, Dyango.
Fuck typos tho playa, haha. It’s been a long time since you’ve all heard from me huh?
WHY THE FUCK AM I SO SAD
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Jean Piaget, a brilliant educational psychologist who died at the age of 84 with a doctorate in biology, places his stance about Education here.